You are the reason I live, and the reason I die. You are the reason I smile and the reason I cry. You are the reason I stand, and the reason I fall. The truth is, if there wasn't a you, there wouldn't be a me at all.

You were shy. Until the night you drove me wild, and you crashed into me. And I won't lie, I wish it lasted a lifetime.

You've been the only thing that's right in all I've done. And I can barely look at you, but every single time I do. I know we'll make it anywhere away from here. Light up, as if you have a choice. Even if you cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you dear.

Things just keep going. We didn't talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together, and that was enough.

We can talk all night, I'll say the things I should have said when there's nothing but time to waste. Now there's not enough time to say. I wont take for granted the people I love, just breathe in the moment, just breathe in love.

Do you know that everydays the rest of your life?

Come now, don't worry about the things you'll do next week. For just this once can we pretend, it's you and me. And everything that falls between the lines wont mean a thing. So take my hand, we'll run away from everything.

Oh, love is real, it's not just in poetry or stories. It is truth and it will follow you everywhere you go from now on. So you can just cast off your doubts, then your lips would answer for you. Oh, my darlin' when you smile, it's like a song, and I can hear it now.

I've got emotion dripping out my pores and I thought I would let you know. You are the night light ripping through my wicked world. How you make it sparkle and glow. 

It took a few weeks for me to comprehend, you're more than just another passing trend and you make it feel so right. I'm not as shy. I can open up and share my life with you, you are the reasons smiles exist at all.

I told you the truth, spilled straight from my heart to you. And now it's out in the open air, in the space between your eyes and mine and I'm still quite surprised at how easy it is for you to catch my breath.

And I give myself three days to feel better, or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff, because if I can’t learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?

Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.

I miss the sound of your voice. The loudest thing in my head. And I ache to remember all the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said.

Give me more loving then I've ever had. Make it all better when I'm feeling sad. Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not. Make me feel good when I hurt so bad. Barely getting mad, I'm so glad I found you. I love being around you. You make it easy.

You trained these lips when they were champs, and now they're itchin' for a comeback. So come back.

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And it's true I can't go on without you. Your smile makes me see clearer. If you can only see in the mirror what I see.

I walk up the staircase and through the door, to find the light has beat me there. It stretched across her hair, and in her eyes and she just smiles. And it's all she needs to say. And I feel fine. All the moments in my life have lead to this.

And its more than I can bare to look away. And I just smile, it's all I need to say, to make her see that it's moments just like these that I need. My mouth forfeits my words. She may not be mine but I'm all hers.

 

Mondays I sleep away. Tuesdays I lay awake. Wednesdays are the worst. Thursdays I reminice. Fridays I see your face. And I can breathe.

 

 

I'm on the top of the world looking down on creation, and the only explanation I can find, is the love that I've found. Ever since  you've been around. Your love's put me on the top of the world.

 

 

No one really comes here or comments.

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I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing. The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing.

My eyelids are heavy, and the nights wearing on. Your stories familiar, and your innocence is gone. We'd burn like the morning, then break like your heart. Fall in love without warning, just to fall back apart.

The forecast, a car crash. It's looking like another breakdown, rebound. This could be my last goodbye. You cross your heart, I hope to die.

There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses. It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses at the shade of the sheets and before all the stains, and a few more of your least favorite things.

You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin, stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close.

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me. Off guard, red handed. Now I'm far from lonely.

Can we spend forever together? When I look at you, hear the smile in your voice. I am ready, scared, but ready. Oh, what a doomed beginning. How can i possibly continue? So let me start over. Pretend you didn't hear that.

I'ts four in the morning and I'm turning in my bed. I wish I had a dream or a nightmare in my head, so I drop my imagination and get some sleeping done. Now it's five in the morning and I'm wishing it was one.

I'm not that good at being a tourist because I'm always looking at the way the light shines in your hair or the way your dress opens to the wind and my favorite places in the world are places filled with you.

So hold me close tonight. And take me with you when you leave. We'll watch the pieces falling closely into place. I'll make you believe. And if I could see the world in different colors, I'd read it in the air as signals send them through. But everyone is just a different shade of you.

It was the type of feeling that can't be explained. The way she moved her lips the way it drove me insane, and now I'm left here in the wake of something more. She made it hard to leave as she stood by the door, in a v-neck tshirt and nothing more.

You know, the cold night air it's not the only thing making me shake. We could be anywhere from LA lights to Arizona skies. Cause we're all we'll ever need. The two of us on the silver screen. So stay close, don't forget it. Don't forget it, you've got me.

What can I compare to you when everything looks like you? I get a bit confused with every spring. Flowers that bloom in your eyes, hummingbirds side by side. My heart wont stay entirely in it's rib caging.

Pale gray sky above my head. Dark gray road, my rolling bed. Close my eyes, see you instead. Just blue.

And it's an inside joke, that I'll never get. And I'm dead inside, but I'm not dead yet.

Quiet landslide when nobody knows, regretted decisions that nobody chose. Under water and sinking fast. No way out, no way to get back. What might have been is lost in the past.

You may know me as stupidkeyboardd. If so, thanks for coming & checking me out here. :D I am going to keep up the same feel as my last xanga. Everything is still there for anyone to look at.